Confessions of a General (2)

The scene is indeed very awkward, Zhirou Shen because I really do not know what expression to do good so just expressionless, but inside the wind and rain winter has arrived.

...... Zhifan Shen is even more embarrassing.

"I," Zhirou Shen paused, a dry smile very forced from the corners of his stiffened mouth, "that ...... is back."

It's kinda, kinda not the right time.

In fact, Shuo Yan and Zhifan Shen didn't do anything inappropriate at this time, just that ...... did just end the kiss not long ago, Zhifan Shen quietly embraced each other, so that from Zhirou Shen's point of view it looks like the two people are kissing.

Zhifan Shen cleared his throat, his face reddened, Shuo Yan did not say anything, but due to Zhirou Shen's presence, the two of them were very tacitly separated.

" Zhirou Shen , " Zhifan Shen sighed, walked over to the still petrified Zhirou Shen face, face clouded, "Where have you been?"

Because Zhirou Shen was so lively, Zhifan Shen's heart, which had just been in a cellar of ice, suddenly blossomed into numerous flowers, and yet his anger at his sister's unauthorized disappearance also surged up at once.

"You don't always have to be such a jerk."

Zhifan Shen regretted his words as soon as they were repeated, and opened his mouth slightly, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"No, I-I'm not being mean to you ...... brother ......"

"Well," Shuo Yan paused, his face is completely free of embarrassment, of course in his heart there is no we do not know, after all, the General Lord's surface work are doing very well, "came back is good, you do not be sad, Zhi Rou also do not be angry."

Zhirou Shen: "...... "Is it her fault that she has this confused sense of sister-in-law?

Some people are really into the role into the role very quickly, the face does not blush heart not jump oh.

Zhirou Shen has a hundred mouths and does not know how to explain.

Originally, she had wanted to have a deep hug with her brother and cry bitterly to each other to soothe herself out of her clutches.

One last look back at how it wasn't easy for the siblings to survive in the midst of the upheaval and how they struggled to survive.

Unfortunately, all was lost before the news that her brother had seemingly been snatched up by a male goblin slathered her in the face.

Reasoning, although his brother is not what how muscular how masculine man, but how are considered to be clear and handsome cold, although good looking is indeed good looking, but it is not really gay in the gay gas, right, especially a cell phone armor operating level that is called a out of this world ......balabala, in short The whole world is praised all over.

How many fangirls are attracted right, although there are some ...... but, her mouth was open and full of confusion.

What's with the ...... hmmm?

"No, brother, who is he?" Zhirou Shen didn't have the time to dislike Zhifan Shen, after all, he had just learned a lot of things that made Zhirou Shen's admiration for his brother go up a few degrees, plus being scolded a few times was a common occurrence.

Zhifan Shen was stunned, and his face reddened again.

Zhifan Shen is still the sixteen-year-old Zhifan Shen, sixteen-year-old Zhifan Shen never imagined that one day he would be able to pick up Shuo Yan. At that time, he was at most in the cycle of "save up some money to go out and see the world and then continue to save up money to see the male god".

Therefore, I have never thought about the topic of "how to explain to my sister when she sees me kissing my god".

Because it's impossible.

So problems seem to ensue when dreams are realized.

"He is ......" Zhifan Shen The voice naturally lowered, "General Yan ah, you guys also a few days ago, met."

Zhirou Shen : "...... Oh, this I still know, brother, I'm not stupid."

Zhifan Shen knows what Zhirou Shen asked means, she wants to know Shuo Yan is Zhifan Shen who, but in fact ...... he is also quite messy quite say not good.

"Oh, needless to say," Zhirou Shen glanced at Shuo Yan with a wooden face, "are you in love?"

Zhifan Shen looked sideways at Shuo Yan, who lowered his eyes to look at him.

"Forget it," asking this question she is like a retard, really should not ask, eyes are also almost blind Oh wait why did she say also, Zhirou Shen tried to smile at his brother, "brother, you used to not like girls?"

Zhifan Shen was silent.

He didn t know whether to tell Zhirou Shen that he actually ...... really didn t like girls, but he had never denied that he liked girls before.

This is a very troubling historical legacy.

Zhirou Shen Although she has seen her brother hiding men on magazine covers, her brother has always been normal she mostly just flirts.

Although it is true that two ...... handsome men standing together are very eye catching, it does not mean that Zhirou Shen is very happy to see his brother and a man standing together, kissing, mouth, er.

It's also awesome that after all these years, even though everyone's minds have opened up, heirlooms have always been a problem that can't be avoided between two men, or two men whose genes are skewed towards normal human beings.

They couldn't have an offspring that belonged entirely to each other, and while Zhirou Shen couldn't have cared less if his brother had a meaty, goofy kid later on, she remembered that her mom cared.

Mom has always wanted a small child. My brother is good-looking and has a lot of girls who like him, and always jokes that he should get married and have children early.

She did not know why her mother had become ugly ...... but she must have preferred to extend their family's offspring to be beautiful children like her brother.

Zhirou Shen remembered the dead mom heart is a belly of fire, all unreasonably transferred to the words of the general.

"General Yan," Zhirou Shen looked at him not-so-kindly, "are you seriously trying to have a relationship with my brother, as I recall you have a fiancée? Would the people of your family allow you to? Or are you just making fun of my brother?"

This series of questions not to say Shuo Yan, but smashed Zhifan Shen froze.

He suddenly realized that in these seven years Zhirou Shen had really grown up from a skinny little girl with nothing in her head, and already knew what to think, what to face, and what to prepare for.

Shuo Yan gazed quietly at the girl in front of him, "I'll give an explanation for these questions, for now all I can say is that I've always been serious."

"Brother," Zhirou Shen turned his head to look at him, Zhifan Shen saw that the corners of Zhirou Shen's eyes were slightly red, he couldn't help but reach out his hand to help her wipe it off, but Zhirou Shen avoided it, "Are you serious? But Zhirou Shen avoided it, "Are you serious?

"I ......" Zhifan Shen for some reason was momentarily speechless.

Zhirou Shen suddenly walked away, swept straight past Zhifan Shen, ran upstairs in silence and closed the door.

Zhifan Shen looked worriedly in the direction of her sister's doorway, her eyebrows drooping slightly.

Shuo Yan was suddenly a bit nervous.

He had always been very thin on family ties, both mother and father, and for him the mother's side of the family had completely lost its hold on him since he turned sixteen, and the father's side of the family had been very thin from start to finish.

Even though he was his heir, he had a brilliant war record, almost putting the Yan family back on top of the big families again.

But he still doesn't like him, or rather, finds him dispensable.

But luckily Shuo Yan hadn't expected anything he shouldn't have from a creature like his father since he was three years old, so he wasn't sad at all, and the two of them were father and son but both of them were never in contact when they should have been.

So he has always been thinking about how to get Zhifan Shen into his mouth, and never considered whether the other party's relatives cared.

Zhifan Shen and Zhirou Shen have always been close to each other, especially on days when they didn't have him at all.

Shuo Yan tried to look subdued, he wasn't one of those brats anymore, he'd grown up precocious and grown up with premature exposure to glories and experiences that normal people couldn't even imagine.

He precipitated prematurely, but he was surprisingly a little handicapped by these mundane ...... matters.

If he hadn't met Zhifan Shen again two years ago, he didn't know if he would have found a partner in his lifetime, because of a dreamlike loss that year, the little bit of normal love and hate that he had allowed to come out had shrunk back again.

Plus it turns out that there really aren't that many people in the world who can completely blow your mind.

You won't have just the right destiny to spend three days together on a distant, strange planet, where it's howling extremes of weather outside, and the two of you are nestled in a clean, warm place, where you're wounded but still awake and aware of each other's tenderness.

An afflicted romance creates a love that always seems more precious and indelible.

That teenager s coy smile, attentive care, just the right body temperature ...... He had glorified that teenager in his heart for tens of millions of times, and there was really no one else like it.

How hard it is in this world to have such just the right destiny to meet such just the right teenager.

There is nothing wrong with ending up alone, he has been very accustomed to it, five years ago that blushing teenager became the complete white moonlight of his heart, just as he knew what love at first sight was from that teenager, he did not know whether he could ...... still feel that kind of emotion in his lifetime or not.

Or rather, he actually refused.

So he couldn't imagine how he would feel then if Zhifan Shen would really separate from him for these reasons.

To respect him?

To love someone is to respect them, so if he chooses to separate for such reasons ...... does he really separate.

Separated from the teenager he had his heart set on, no, what a ridiculous reason.

A movement in his mind, the long years of thoughts and feelings in his heart suddenly turned up again, and at the moment when he was so close to getting what he wanted he seemed to realize that it was just a bamboo basket that couldn't hold water.

His fingers flew to Zhifan Shen's arm.

Zhifan Shen froze and looked up at Shuo Yan's grim, dripping face, a little bemused.

"You ......"

Shuo Yan's eyes drooped slightly, and his eyeballs moved in confusion, as if he didn't quite understand his sudden movement, but he couldn't help but look at Zhifan Shen with some anticipation.

"I," he paused for a long moment, finally pulling the other man into his arms again as he continued his previous movements, the tips of their noses resting slightly as he gazed at the other quietly, "I don't want to be separated from you."

A faint layer of despair surprisingly welled up in his tone.

It was precisely because he had been separated that his emotions were more extreme when he got them again.

Don't separate yourself from me, if you come and go, I don't know if I'll ever be able to hold back the seeds of extremity that were once planted in the depths of my emotions.

But he didn t know, Shuo Yan looked at each other quietly, he didn t know ...... how much he missed him.

"...... separate?" Zhifan Shen froze, "Why separate?"

He suddenly gave a start and looked at Shuo Yan with some bemusement, "Is it ...... because of Auntie's matter, you can't help it ......"

Shuo Yan couldn't afford to listen to those nonsense words from him anymore as he lowered his head to seal the other's lips.

This time it was no longer the peaceful and affectionate love of before, there was a seed swelling inside him, slowly taking root.

He wanted to kiss him for pain, a thought that took on a bit of a darker shade.

Wanting to make him happy and wanting to make him hurt.

Zhifan Shen knew nothing of Shuo Yan's thoughts, nor did he realize that there was a speech-middle-aged Saku who was re-emerging in the back of the other's mind.

He just tasted the faint taste of blood at the corner of his mouth, breathless from the kiss.

"I don't want to be separated from you."

Shuo Yan persistently said again, licking Zhifan Shen's lips.

Zhifan Shen can only bewilderedly say yes one by one, also do not know why just now was a good general of the Lord suddenly so unreasonable and childish up.

Like a promise, his inner turmoil slowly receded again.

"I want you to be mine."

He traced the words softly in his ear.

Zhifan Shen blushed a little.

He thought for a moment and squatted down to hand Zhifan Shen one of his own cuff buttons, "This is a custom from my hometown."

Zhifan Shen of course understood which custom Shuo Yan was talking about, his fingers were long and well proportioned as he slowly took the button, which was solid black but exquisitely made with a faint pattern on it.

"I, our hometown then also have a custom," Zhifan Shen think should be polite, "our side of early love ah not ...... on, in this case, will find a cat, in one of its legs tied a red cloth strip, a kind of witness, but usually the cloth is gone the next day."

"As it happens, your family still has cats."

Zhifan Shen looked at him a little expectantly.

"...... cat?" Shuo Yan's expression stalled.

"Kind of weird," Zhifan Shen said a little less kindly, "We just have ...... quite a lot of cats over there, and there used to be a legend of the Cat Fairy, so that's what everyone was always doing back then. "

Seeing that Shuo Yan did not say anything, Zhifan Shen's heart fell and immediately interjected, "A little silly, right, it's okay, I also think ...... it's quite silly."

"Not stupid," Shuo Yan certainly can not see Zhifan Shen eyes a little lost, he was silent for a moment, heart, "the cat ...... may be outside, look for it and find it. "

Zhifan Shen is still a handsome young man on the surface, but inside he is still a sweet sixteen year old boy in his heart, he can not help but go forward and hug Shuo Yan at once.

"...... Thank you."

"Well," Shuo Yan's heart softened into a puddle and he hugged the other man tightly, "we'll find it together."

"But," Shuo Yan paused for a moment, "what your sister just said ......"

"Oh I was just thinking," Zhifan Shen looked serious, "Am I spoiling her too much, running around and making her family and friends so worried, not even saying an apology, and flinging her face at the guests ...... is really Too much."

Shuo Yan: "......"

Zhirou Shen was lying in bed and counting over and over.

It s not right, it s been so long ...... her brother should have come to coax her ah!

Zhirou Shen sat up at once, did she ...... lock the door? Do you want to, open the door a little, hint him?

Zhirou Shen mulls it over and slowly walks to the door to take a look.

...... It really hasn't come yet!

Zhirou Shen flattened his mouth, a little aggrieved.

She decided to take the initiative, maybe she had just scared her brother too ...... Her brother was definitely concerned about her.

Then she looked blankly down the empty hall.

...... Where is my, my brother?

No, where's her brother?

......

Jinxing Yan sneezed, he was supposed to be taking a nap, these two days were a rare vacation, he was always extra strict with himself because his older brother was a really unattainable dream.

Today, like an omen, he woke up a little earlier than before, just in time to open his cell phone and see a text message from Shuo Yan.

Two strips.

--"You come to my house."

-- "With a shaggy look."

Jinxing Yan : "......"