Chen Yu, who is upset, and Qing Ling, who is aware of the misunderstanding.

Eighty-five:

"Either you're useless or not, if I were here today, I'd help my sister-in-law beat him to death! He's married and he's still trying to make things happen, isn't that a bad idea?"

"If you scolded him, why are you scolding me?"

"You're like a weakling," Tong Shu wondered, "You've been bullied so many times since you were a kid, why haven't you ever thought of enrolling in a class or finding someone to teach you and practicing your fists and kicks."

Bai Ling: ......

"Spoiled, uninspired, and not independent, can you really make a good living for my parents when they retire? Can you be trusted?" Tong Shu was skeptical.

Bai Ling was furious, "Come on then, I can't be trusted, but you seem to be? If you have the guts, why don't you pay for my mom and dad's old age?"

Tong Shu sighed helplessly, "You don't say, I think I need to think about this."

Bai Ling: ......

Bai Ling was so angry that he hung up the phone, and he didn't want to talk to Tong Shu again for three days!

Chen Yu went back to the office and took out the photo album in the bag, looking at it quietly.

In a rare act of dependability, Bai Ling and Mu Ling found all the photos of Qing Ling from birth to the present.

One album for one period.

This is the first time Chen Yu has seen Qing Ling's childhood and teenage years.

Cute looking, just doesn't seem to smile that much.

He flipped through the pages as if he were following the young Qing Ling as she grew up again, until he came to Wenhao Guo.

That would be an album from Qing Ling's high school days.

He hung out with his friends and took pictures with Wenhao Guo.

Standing together between the mountains and the water, Qing Ling leans on Wenhao Guo with her head tilted up and looks like they are in a good relationship.

They were really in love, Chen Yu thought, the photos don't lie, and neither do the words on the letter.

It's hard to get Qing Ling's love, but it's not like no one has ever gotten it.

It's just that the person wasn't him.

Chen Yu closed the album, somewhat unable to flip through it.

He leaned back against the couch in his office, and for the first time, he had a feeling of powerlessness.

He grew up to be the pride of the heavens, sought after by millions of people wherever he went, and countless people loved him, but he had never loved anyone.

Until she married Qing Ling.

His mother had said to him that marriage is a serious thing, and once you have that relationship with another person, then it's important to make an effort to get close to them, get to know them, and take on the responsibilities of marriage.

Their marriage didn't start seriously enough, it was haphazard and childish.

But it was a mistake on both sides, and he made the mistake of taking a gamble, so he's willing to take responsibility for that mistake as well, and sustain the relationship well after the marriage has started.

He tries hard to get closer to Qing Ling, to get to know him, to fall in love with him.

Qing Ling wants to be an actor, and although he doesn't want to, he respects his idea.

Qing Ling wants him to love him first, and he honestly gives him all his love.

In love, one party must always fall in love first and tell the other party first. Chen Yu knows this very well, so he doesn't see anything wrong with it.

He loved Qing Ling with the greatest passion, unreservedly and sincerely.

He had always believed that Qing Ling would always like him too.

He was so good to himself, he wanted to like him so much, he even gave him to himself without reservation.

He just won't be an easy lover, but he'll always like him.

He'd always believed so.

But it wasn't until today that he realized that Qing Ling wasn't someone who wouldn't love easily, he just wouldn't fall in love easily.

There were so many bad memories between them, he wasn't exactly a wonderful presence for Qing Ling, and there were many accompanying not-so-good memories of the past.

For him, when he stood by Bai Ling's side back then, he stood against him, so even if he did nothing, he didn't even see him a couple of times.

Qing Ling also still feels that he is helping Bai Ling to bully him together.

He has a knot in his heart for himself, plus the fact that he himself is not Qing Ling's type, which is why Qing Ling has tried so hard to like him up until now, but hasn't liked him yet.

Chen Yu's entire body seemed to have lost its strength in this instant.

There was no way he could rewrite the past, the ones that had already happened in the past, he could never erase.

There was no way for him to change his character to become like Wenhao Guo.

So, can he wait until Qing Ling likes him?

Now think about it, Qing Ling married him at that time, said suddenly, forced urgent, most likely also just out of hatred for Bai Ling, so want to revenge Bai Ling, from his side to snatch himself.

He doesn't have any love for himself, which is why he said something about divorce after six months after the wedding, and why he wants to be an actor and get as far away from himself as possible.

It's just that in the meantime, it's probably because he's surprised Qing Ling by his own movements that he's trying so hard to like himself.

So as not to embarrass him alone.

Very understanding.

It's also very condescending.

In this way, it makes sense that Qing Ling was always reluctant to fulfill her conjugal duties when they were first together.

Because at that time he really did not love himself, or even want to love him.

He habitually teased himself, probably just to keep up the appearance of marital peace, but his heart, at that point, still wanted to leave.

It was he who used his love to trap Qing Ling later.

But it's just trapped.

Qing Ling couldn't give him a response, he could only keep pushing himself, trying hard, keep convincing himself, wanting to respond to him.

But love, how can you get it just by trying.

Chen Yu closed his eyes, his heart desolate.

It was six days after Qing Ling finished recording the variety show, and in the morning he got his cell phone from the director, only to realize that Bai Ling had sent him a WeChat.

After reading the content of the tweets, Qing Ling suddenly had a feeling that it was a blessing but not a curse, but a curse that could not be avoided.

Wenhao Guo Ah!!! This isn't the original book anymore, the story line is so messed up, why do you even bother sticking to the plot?!!!!

Didn't I tell you I was doing fine?

Qing Ling was so angry that she sent Chen Yu a WeChat in the car: [I finished recording the program, probably the same as last time, I'll get off the plane in the afternoon].

While waiting for Chen Yu's reply, he replied to Bai Ling: [I was recording a variety show and didn't bring my cell phone. What's going on, tell me specifically.

He waited for about two minutes before Bai Ling's call came through.

Qing Ling picks up, "Why are you still calling?"

"I'm eating." Bai Ling said, "It's easier to call."

"Okay, go ahead."

"Well." Bai Ling thought about it and decided to start from the beginning, "That day, Brother Chen asked Tong Shu to send him the photos you took before ......"

"What does he want my picture for?" Qing Ling does not understand.

Bai Ling guessed, "Probably to get to know you better."

Qing Ling : ......duck not necessary!

It's not like it's really him!

"Tong Shu gave?"

"I gave it to him," Bai Ling sipped her water, "Then he wanted your picture, and Tong Shu had no reason not to give it to him. If he didn't, he had something to do that day and couldn't get through, so he let me go home and take it to Brother Chen."

"And then what?"

"And then I met Wenhao Guo." Bai Ling put down her chopsticks.

"We were just about to go to dinner when he rushed up and started cursing Brother Chen for being sorry to you and for me. I said I'm just a tool man running errands and delivering photos, and he called me a bimbo, just crazy!"

Bai Ling said angrily, "Who is he to talk about me! And I did just send the photos! What makes you a whore?"

Qing Ling laughed softly, "And?"

"Then he proceeded to call Chen sorry and said he didn't love or respect you, and Chen fought him."

"Fishy isn't hurt, is he?"

"Of course not, Chen is so powerful, Wenhao Guo got hurt, that's all, he's still not happy."

Qing Ling : ...... why bother this is!

"Guess what he did?" Bai Ling asked.

"Done what? What letter was that?"

Qing Ling doesn't even know what kind of letter this is!

Bai Ling nods, "Yes, he took out the confession letter you wrote him!"

Qing Ling : ！！！！ The original owner even wrote this!!!!

Qing Ling felt that the heavens were going to kill him, and Chen Yu, who himself loved to be jealous, could probably soak himself in vinegar when he saw something like this.

"Did Fishy watch it?"

"What do you think?"

Qing Ling : ...... This is really over.

"Chen was still angry after reading it and tore up the letter on the spot! Then the two fought again."

Qing Ling: ......

Bai Ling asked him, "So do you still like Wenhao Guo?"

"Of course not." Qing Ling said in annoyance, "Why does he have so much drama! He even rushes to add drama to himself!"

"Exactly!" Bai Ling chimed in, "I find him annoying too, and he has the nerve to call me names, who is he he."

"Alright, I know, have a good meal, I'll think about how to explain it to Little Fish."

"Then you'll have to explain yourself." Bai Ling said, "I feel as if Chen is still quite concerned about this."

That's for sure. Who couldn't care less about that kind of thing.

Unless Chen Yu doesn't like him, otherwise when the love rival has fought to the front, Chen Yu can still calmly say it's fine, then is it still a little jealous fish?

"Got it, you study hard." Qing Ling said and hung up the phone.

Chen Yu's WeChat has returned, and to Qing Ling's surprise, he replied, [I have something to do today, I'll be back later, so you can ask He Yun to take you home].

Qing Ling looked at this WeChat, how to see how to think there is a problem, Chen Yu although the work is serious, but also because he is the boss, time is relatively free, so when encountered and their own conflict with things, will first choose their own.

In the past, when the crew was shooting a movie, Chen Yu would bring his work home and stay up until one or two o'clock, but he would also come to pick him up and send him back to the crew.

This time, it was surprising that he would reject himself for something else.

It seems that it's no longer as simple as being jealous.

Qing Ling suddenly some annoyance, and He Yun called, "I'm in the car, a moment to the hotel, the ticket is fixed? If you have booked, you can change your visa."

He looked at his watch, "It's 11:30, I've got a little over 2 hours to get to the hotel, when I get there I'll go straight to the airport, you can help me pack my bags, that's it."

He Yun was surprised, "Is it so urgent? What's wrong? You're not eating?"

"Why don't you pack me some light food, I'll eat in the car."

He Yun was dumbfounded and wondered what was going on.

However, Qing Ling's side had already hung up the phone, so he could only go and help Qing Ling pack her bags first.

Shu Su sat beside him, watching him make one phone call after another, and asked, "Are you going straight to the airport when you get out of the car later?"

"Uh-huh."

"Such a rush."

Qing Ling put away her cell phone, "Gotta go take care of something."

"Something to do with that most important person of yours?"

"Right."

Shu Su let out a "humph" and said resignedly, "What's so good about him."

"If it's compared to you, it's so much better!"

Shu Su: ......

Shu Su glared at him in exasperation, only to think that he just wasn't as gentle now as he used to be.

Qing Ling didn't care about him, she was only thinking about how to explain Wenhao Guo.

But no matter how he thinks about it, it's a dead end, unless he tells Chen Yu that he's crossed over, that he's not the old Qing Ling.

But this kind of thing is also too much of a mystery, who knows if Chen Yu will believe him.

Qing Ling leaned tangled against the windowpane, to tell or not to tell, that was the question!

Two hours and forty minutes later, the car stopped in front of the hotel, Qing Ling got out of the car and saw He Yun and his assistant Liu Xiao waiting in the lobby of the hotel, and together they got into the nanny car and rushed towards the airport.

Before he got on the plane, he sent Chen Yu a WeChat: [I've changed my visa, I'll get off the plane in two hours~]

Chen Yu looked at, even more disturbed and upset.

He did have something to do tonight, but he didn't have to go, and he was able to put it off if he wanted to.

For some reason, Chen Yu was suddenly afraid to see Qing Ling.

I'm afraid that if I see him, I won't be able to resist asking him about Wenhao Guo, and I'm also afraid that if I see him, I'll say something I shouldn't say.

He had thought too much in these six days, and he had even wondered if he had invariably imprisoned Qing Ling .

If Qing Ling had not been with him, if they had not gotten married, would Qing Ling have been happier than she is now.

Could he, already, have fallen in love with someone else and re-lived the bliss of loving and being loved.

His marriage to Qing Ling is both a protection and a bondage for Qing Ling.

He binds Qing Ling to this home, making it so that all Qing Ling can do is look at him and try to like him, even if she doesn't like him, she has to force herself to like him.

But would Qing Ling be freer without this bondage?

Wouldn't you, wouldn't you have to put the word "think" in front of like you.

I want to like you and I like you are a thousand miles apart.

Chen Yu put down his cell phone and looked at the computer screen in front of him in silence.