Where he is is the future he aspires to.
Fifty-nine:
Qing Ling replied to Bai Ling: [Remember to listen to Tong Shu, and get along with your parents].
Another reply to Tong Shu: [It's okay, you'll always be their child too, and they'll be proud to have raised a child like you].
Sitting on the set, he thought that when he was Bai Ling and Tong Shu's age, he had already become a working prince, knowing where to go and what to do, earning the most money the fastest.
In this respect, both Tong Shu and Bai Ling are fortunate, but neither of them is mature enough.
Qing Ling looked at the clouds in the sky, and her heart was at peace.
He thought back to his childhood with his grandmother, when he, too, would sit in the yard and watch the clouds.
Watching, you can hear the neighbors arguing.
The clouds in the sky do not fight, but the people on earth are always fighting.
Qing Ling has seen too many quarrels and sorrows, too much pain and grief.
So he wants everyone he meets to be happier.
Bai Ling too, Tong Shu too, he meets, he holds out his hand, they shake it, and Qing Ling pulls them along.
When they refused to shake, Qing Ling withdrew her hand.
He had once, as a young boy, longed beyond measure for someone to reach out and pull him up, but there was no one.
So he grew up, and he became the one who could go and give others a hand.
There are many people in this world who have gone through suffering, some of them are resentful and gloomy, and have become suffering itself; some of them are positive and have jumped out of the shackles of suffering.
And Qing Ling, he grew into the man he once most hoped to meet.
He slowly closed his eyes and took a nap, and for once, no arguments reached his ears.
He dreamed of Chen Yu in a state of tranquility.
In his dream, Chen Yu stood in a sea of flowers, smiling gently at him.
He walked towards Chen Yu, as if where he was was the future he aspired to.
Bai Ling gets along well with Shu's father and mother, and when Tong Shu calls Qing Ling in the evening, there is some inexplicable melancholy.
"It's just fine when they don't stand together, but today when they stood together, I realized that Bai Ling and my mother look quite similar." Tong Shu whispered, "After all, they are mother and son."
"You are also very much like your mom." Qing Ling consoled, "I've been busy lately, so you should ask Bai Ling to take you home some other time to meet your real parents as well. You and your mom are also very much alike."
"I've seen her picture." Tong Shu whispered, " Bai Ling showed it to me, like a little."
"That's not it, you both look like your moms, it's not a tie."
"That's true." Tong Shu said.
After they chatted for a while, Qing Ling saw Bai Ling's phone call come in, so she spoke to Tong Shu and went to answer Bai Ling's call.
Bai Ling has only just met her birth parents, so she's not in the best of moods.
"They're kinda nice." He sat on the floating window, looking out at the scenery with mixed emotions, "And they even specifically asked me what I like to eat and made me a few extra dishes."
"Isn't that nice?"
Bai Ling put his head down and started pulling the hairs out of the blanket, and he said, "My mom and I look quite a bit alike."
" Tong Shu said."
"Hmph," Bai Ling grunted, "he's rather self-conscious with you!"
Qing Ling simply does not understand why he is jealous, "He is like you, this kind of thing can not be told to other people, but only to me."
"Besides, he's always been alone, and now that he's realized he's been carried by mistake and has to be switched back, he's inevitably worried that his own family won't want to take him in, so it's only natural that he'll be closer to me."
Bai Ling sniffs and is silent for a moment.
"If only you'd been the same before as you are now." He whispered suddenly.
"What do you mean?" Qing Ling asked him.
Bai Ling lowers her head and blinks slightly as she looks at the blanket on the floating window, "Nothing, just remembering the old days."
"You say Tong Shu has always been alone, and you feel sorry for him, don't you? But, I used to be almost alone too."
Bai Ling's voice was low, "I was born after, when I was born, I didn't understand anything, I also had times when I was very naive and ran after you, wishing for you to play with me, but you never wanted to."
"When I was in elementary school, I followed you out to play, you left people me by the river, how I called out to you you didn't come out, I cried and coughed and you didn't care, until you had enough fun, you were willing to show up and said for me to stay close, you were going home."
"When I was in middle school, someone bullied me, you saw it, you didn't care, and you resented me for telling my parents about it. Later I realized that you actually knew all those people who bullied me, and you were the one who let them bully me because you didn't like me."
"You never liked me." Bai Ling said, "I know, that's why after I met Chen Yu, I never went looking for you again and ignored you, just pretending that I didn't have you as my brother."
"When I was little, you were the only one around, so I longed for your liking, for you to play with me. But you didn't want to, you didn't like me, so the day you confessed your love to me, I couldn't accept it at all, you hated me so much, how could you possibly like me?"
"I don't believe it."
"It wasn't until you helped me time and time again later on that I realized that over the years, both of us have grown up and changed, especially you, who became so different from before, and if you could have done this to me when you were a child, then I definitely wouldn't have been able to go against you either."
" Tong Shu had no brother, because he was carried in the wrong arms, and he missed his brother; but I was nearly without a brother when I was a boy, because you didn't like me, and you didn't think of me as your brother."
"And now, it's so hard for me to think that you seem to have feelings for me, and I can rely on you, but I'm going to have to switch back with Tong Shu as well. This may be fate, what doesn't belong to you never belongs to you."
"What belongs to him will be given back to him again sooner or later."
Qing Ling rarely heard such emotional words from him, and for a moment she didn't know what to say.
Bai Ling's birth was a mistake in the eyes of "Qing Ling", who felt that his parents had been taken away from him, and he felt that there was an inexplicable addition to the family.
He hadn't been ready for another brother when he saw how much his own parents cared and doted on him.
So he is dissatisfied with Bai Ling, he alienates and even hates the brother.
The Ling parents were the worst kind of parents to teach their children, they couldn't understand the first child's resistance to the second child, and they didn't understand that at this time, what was needed was to give the first child a sense of security, so that he could feel loved and reassured.
They will only keep on teaching " Qing Ling", that is your brother, you have to give way to your brother, you have to like your brother, you have to take care of your brother.
"Qing Ling" can't accept this. "Qing Ling" wishes Bai Ling had never existed.
So he resists Bai Ling, he bullies Bai Ling, he wants what Bai Ling doesn't have, and he wants what Bai Ling does have even more.
That's why he and Bai Ling are on opposite sides of the fence.
Qing Ling sighed, Bai Ling was innocent in this matter, he was pathetic, he had done nothing, yet he had already received malice from his own brother.
But the original owner is also pitiful, because since the beginning, no one has properly enlightened him, letting him know that his brother was not born to prey on your parents, but to give you another kind of love and companionship.
Qing Ling was not fond of Bai Ling and the original owner, but that didn't stop him from seeing how pathetic and miserable they were at one point in time, from an objective point of view.
"What are you thinking," Qing Ling spoke slowly, "It's not like I'm going to ignore you if you switch back. It's been said, as long as you listen to me, I won't ignore you."
"Really?"
"Uh-huh."
"So can I ask you a question?"
"What?"
"If Tong Shu and I fall into the water at the same time, who do you save?"
Qing Ling: ......
Qing Ling coldly hailed, "I'm not saving anyone, which one of you two doesn't know how to swim, go learn how to swim for me tomorrow. All adults, still expect others to save you, can't you save yourself?!"
Bai Ling grunted, "I knew you liked him too."
"That's my own brother then. How old are you, so childish."
Bai Ling grunted again.
"Then I'll ask you another question."
"Don't ask, love."
"Not that." Bai Ling was a little shy, "I meant to ask, when did you start liking me?"
"I thought you didn't even like me before? Why do you suddenly like me because you realized I'm not your brother?"
Qing Ling: ......
How's that for retroactive plotting.
He gave a vague "hmmm."
Bai Ling continued, "So did you find out in high school, you felt guilty, but I was already ignoring you at that time, you couldn't pull yourself together and make up with me, and saw that I didn't take you seriously in the slightest, so you wanted to get close to me again but you were too embarrassed to get close to me, and slowly fell in love with me."
Qing Ling: ......
You're also a good screenwriter!
You can even make this up! Awesome!
Qing Ling thinks it's okay, so he says yes! Save yourself the trouble of thinking of a script!
"Uh-huh." He responded.
Bai Ling sighed, "It's a shame you didn't tell me sooner, otherwise, maybe we'd be together."
Wake up, Qing Ling didn't have the heart to poke his daydream, the brother you remembered didn't like you at all, until I crossed over, he hated to chop you up.
Why did I tell you earlier? Telling you earlier would have been a blow to you, scolding you and mocking you.
You Bai Xiao idiot.
Qing Ling changed the topic and said, "The past is the past, let's not talk about it, you behave yourself now, do less of what you shouldn't do, and get along well with Tong Shu, understand?"
"Understood." Bai Ling was helpless, "That's your own brother then, your new favorite, I know."
"Don't be so gloomy, is this how you treat your savior? Tong Shu even saved you!"
"I know."
Qing Ling gave him a few more words of advice, hung up the phone, and went to find Chen Yu to chat.
Tong Shu and Bai Ling were methodically engaging the two families, and Qing Ling was on track with his two apprentices.
In early December, He Yun called Qing Ling and asked him if he would like to take up a variety show.
Qing Ling asked her, "When? It must be more than a month since I wrapped up this drama."
"Well, there's no conflict, the variety show is to start recording after the first of the year, the team is still okay, the main thing is that the variety show is quick to record and quick to air, so it can help you suck in a batch of fans first and boost your popularity."
"Okay." Qing Ling had no comment.
He wore hasn't recorded a variety show before, so this is kind of an attempt, so let's hope it's interesting.
He Yun talked to him about something else and hung up.
On January 13th, Qing Ling officially wrapped up its production and on the same day, Hongming Chen officially terminated his contract with Morning rise and signed with Siwei Media.
Published at: 04/18/2024 06:00