Chapter 103

Li Songyun never expected to hear these words from Gu Tunan.

He had actually confided in his parents, those who had been favored by the Gu family's marriage in the Lai family, those who had been shaded by the Gu family knew of his difficulties, resentment and pain.

Those who comforted him, sympathized with him, but more than that, they opened up to him, so that he could learn to be tolerant, empathetic, and grateful ......

Even said behind his back that he didn't know what he was doing.

No one has ever told Li Songyun that he can live his life the way he wants to, like Gu Tunan did.

The pair of gray-blue eyes that resembled Gu Mian's gazed at him earnestly, as if they wanted to convey some kind of power to him, Li Songyun's field of vision was obscured by a dense mist of water, and his nose suddenly became very sour, but the taste in his heart was bitter-sweet.

"You ......" Li Songyun opened his mouth, unsure of what he was going to say.

The world says he and Gu Mian are a model couple, he's a winner in the eyes of outsiders, Mrs. Gu's position, what a sight.

He and Gu Mian have very different personalities, but the pheromone match is so high that Gu Mian falls in love with him. His parents tell him that omega will be submissive to alpha because of the mark, and it doesn't matter if there's no love, because their pheromones are so well matched, they'll be happy together.

That's a lie full of malice.

Because of the highly matched pheromones, his body is dependent on Gu Mian to the point of addiction, yet Gu Mian is as rational and restrained as a robot.

Disgusted by the feeling of being out of control, dominated by pheromones, Gu Mian demanded the independence of his soul and the ability to overcome his instincts to leave his husband plenty of privacy.

He can't resist Gu Mian , the alpha is the natural superior in an AO relationship, even the most incompetent and inferior alpha can easily manipulate his wife's personality and dignity, not to mention his disparate social status with Gu Mian.

So he had no choice but to put layer upon layer of perfect masks on himself, covering up all the blood and the pain, covering up a relationship that was already riddled with holes and full of cracks.

They were united by their family and their mission to pass on the family name, and their child was not a labor of love, but in this moment it gave him a love and understanding he hadn't wished for in a long time.

He should have been happy, happy that this kid was different from Gu Mian, happy that someone had finally said it to him, but ......

He is forty-six years old and has four children with Gu Mian, the youngest of whom is now six years old.

Gu Mian is a very good alpha, no domestic violence, no cheating, no substantial wrongdoing, no omega in this society has ever gone for divorce because of his so-called freedom, and if he goes for what he wants in life, the Gu and Lai family's face will be damaged.

"Xiao Nan, I'm glad you can say this to me, but I'm no longer young." Li Songyun's voice trembled slightly as he gently touched Gu Tunan's face with his hands that were no longer polished and delicate, "But you're still young, you can still make up for the mistakes you've made, and you'll still be able to have a happy marriage, so in the future, if you meet someone you want to get married to, be sure to treat them well, okay?"

Gu Tunan lowered his eyes at the words, and when he raised them again, he took a serious look at Li Songyun's face, "Little father, you've taken good care of yourself, you haven't aged at all."

"I'll support you in whatever decision you make, if you want to continue living with your father, I'll stand up for you, and if you want a divorce, I'll support you and honor you."

"Don't cry."

*

After Tang Bai finished delivering the medicinal food, he sneaked back to Xie Ruhang's hospital room, where Admiral Mo had already left, and Xie Ruhang was sitting on the hospital bed, concentrating on incubating the mecha eggs.

However, the mecha egg was severely damaged, and when the energy crystals were placed next to the mecha egg, the mecha egg didn't even move to absorb them.

"It's repairing itself." Tang Bai checked the state of the mecha egg, "It's going to take a long time to repair."

Xie Ruhang put down the mecha egg upon hearing this and looked at Tang Bai with a slight apology, "I've kept you waiting."

Tang Bai blinks, "Brother Xie, your susceptibility period is over?"

Xie Ruhang nodded, the alpha at the end of his susceptible period was calm and collected, not a hint of the clingy dog he seemed to be with a few days ago, "You see?"

Tang Bai: "......"

Sinfully, I actually kind of miss when Brother Xie was a dog.

Xie Ruhang pinched Tang Bai's nose, "Why do you look disappointed, not satisfied with me now?" The tone of his voice was as plain as a casual conversation, but Tang Bai's heart was ringing with alarm bells, and a sense of crisis instantly arose.

After all, this is an alpha that would be jealous of his own trumpet.When you think about it being jealous of your susceptible self actually makes perfect sense!

"It's just a little bit uncomfortable, Brother Xie in the susceptible period and snowballs like sticking to me--" Tang Bai jammed for a moment, said Xie Ruhang dog and mouth out is completely different nature ah!

The handsome alpha in front of him didn't show many distinct emotions, his dark phoenix eyes gazed at him meaningfully, and just as Tang Bai's small face crumpled up into a ball, Xie Ruhang suddenly called out "woof" in a low, magnetic voice.

Tang Bai: "？？？？？？"

"Will it fit a little better now?" Xie Ruhang asked in all seriousness.

The look was frank and the tone natural, as if attending some formal symposium.

Tang Bai pinched his thigh in a trance, suspecting he was dreaming.

Hiss--

It really hurts.

Phoenix eyes flashed with a hint of a smile, Xie Ruhang reached out and held Tang Bai's trembling little hand, "It's hard for me to control myself when I'm in my susceptible phase, always thinking about getting close to you."

"As soon as I get close, I want to kiss, and as soon as I kiss, I want to go to bed." He said words that were diametrically opposed to his appearance with a bemused expression, his phoenix eyes gazing intently at Tang Bai, "Now even if I want to kiss you very much, I can try to restrain myself."

The candor of an always sensible alpha about succumbing to the charms of his beloved omega made Tang Bai's face flush a little, "You're my boyfriend, you don't need to refrain."

The hand that held him was slightly harder, and then slowly and methodically clasped his five fingers.

Tang Bai's heart inexplicably jumped, he saw that even though the lowered can not hide the strong phoenix eyes closer and closer, inside is able to drown him in tenderness, Xie Ruhang sucked a little bit of his lips, and then unbridled fierce kiss.

No new kisses have been tried.

Is Xie Ruhang new to this?

After kissing Tang Bai to death, Xie Ruhang whispered, "I don't know if I want to go to the First Star Cluster in the future."

Xie Ruhang in the books didn't go to the First Star Corps, which is very strict about the origins of its soldiers and can't have any black marks, and Xie Ruhang used to be an underground arena racer and doesn't fit the bill.

This time, it was Admiral Mo who approached Xie Ruhang, and Admiral Mo will definitely help Xie Ruhang to solve the problem of his origins, so why should Xie Ruhang still bother to go to the First Star Cluster or not?

Tang Bai looked at Xie Ruhang suspiciously.

Xie Ruhang touched his head, "Qiu Yan They will also go to war in the future, I don't want them to be used as cannon fodder, I want ......"

"I can lead a squad of my own and create my warband."

Creating his own warband to protect those he wants to protect.

Tang Bai hears about Xie Ruhang's decision and realizes that it coincides with the Xie Ruhang of the book once again.

While the details of the book and reality can deviate, the big important plot points all line up.

"Right, I'm going to visit the First Star Cluster tomorrow, and the person who's showing me around is Jiao Jian, who plays as Lu En in the game." Xie Ruhang heard a message beep, and he opened his optical brain to see Jiao Jian's friend request.

Tang Bai's little head came over, "My mom is going to make a big table of delicious food tomorrow to celebrate our survival, Brother Xie, ask Jiao Jian if he wants to come."

*

Li Songyun returned home carrying fever-reducing medicine, Admiral Gu was rarely at home with his grandchildren, and six-year-old Gu Peifeng covered his stomach and was happy to see Li Songyun and Gu Tunan return, "Little dad! Third Brother! You are finally back!"

"Xiao Feng, are you sick to your stomach?" Li Songyun worried.

"I'm starving." Gu Peifeng commiserates, "Grandpa won't let me have a snack, saying it's almost dinner."

Unlike alpha and omega who are skinny per capita, beta will become fat if they can't control their mouths, Gu Peifeng is a beta and now has fleshy cheeks, Grandpa Gu can't allow fat people in the Gu family and restricts Gu Peifeng's diet every time he comes home.

"It's already late, let's eat." Li Songyun looked at the kitchen and realized that all the ingredients he prepared at noon were still in place, "Sister Wang."

Li Songyun said to the babysitter who sniffed, "Didn't I ask you to make dinner today?"

Sister-in-law Wang glanced at Admiral Gu who was in the living room with difficulty, "Admiral Gu said that Mr. Gu will be back for dinner tonight, and my cooking skills aren't as good as yours, ma'am, so Admiral Gu asked you to come back and cook dinner."

Li Songyun's cooking skill is very good, everyone said that Gu Mian is used to eating Li Songyun's cooking, other people's cooking Gu Mian do not want to eat, would rather drink nutritious liquid.

In the beginning, when they first got married, Li Songyun cooked Gu Mian's meals three times a day, and even had them delivered to the military headquarters after they were made at home. However, the military headquarters was a military stronghold, so it was inappropriate to have lunchboxes delivered every day, and the impact of the delivery was not good, so Li Songyun did not deliver them any more.

Li Songyun doesn't make bento anymore, and Gu Mian drinks nutrient solution by himself at the military headquarters, and doesn't have any gag reflexes.

In fact, Li Songyun sometimes think that Gu Mian does not like his cooking as everyone said, Gu Mian like his cooking this thing are other people say, is Gu Admiral, Mo Zhong General, Wang Sister-in-law ......

Gu Mian never said that.

He once asked Gu Mian, "Are you enjoying my cooking.

Gu Mian told him that as a husband he has to eat what his wife cooks and that a wife has the obligation to cook for her husband.

His face burned red as he stood beside Gu Mian, who was coldly serving his food, gripped by the shame of making a fool of himself.

How could he think much? Gu Mian was actually drinking nutrient solution at the military headquarters to save time, right?

Gu Mian has never shown any particular preference.

He asked Gu Mian if she was sweet, savory, spicy or sour, and Gu Mian said she was fine with all of them.

Both.

It's okay to eat his cooking, and it's okay not to eat his cooking.

It's fine to choose him as Mrs. Gu, and it's fine to have someone else as Mrs. Gu.

Li Songyun's long silence made Mrs. Wang a bit apprehensive. Although Li Songyun looked gentle, it was strange that she couldn't lift her head up in front of Li Songyun for some reason.

She thought it was because Mrs. Gu was too good-looking, not good-looking, but with that "qi" all over her body, which looked like Mrs. Gu's qi.

"Sister-in-law Wang, you'll make dinner." Li Songyun faintly said.

He walked out of the kitchen, and Admiral Gu in the living room saw Li Songyun preparing to go back to the bedroom and hurriedly said, "Xiao Li, Gu Mian is coming back for dinner today."

Li Songyun gave a nonchalant hmmm and continued to the bedroom.

Admiral Gu couldn't sit still, "Don't you cook? Gu Mian only eats what you cook."

"Dad, I have a fever." Li Songyun said softly, "I want to rest."

Admiral Gu noticed that Li Songyun did have some unnatural redness on her face, and a greenish-blackness under her eyes from lack of rest, but her mental state seemed to be fine.

"Xiao Li ah, only a little fever should not matter, I remember your last high fever of 38 degrees, but also cooked and tutored the child's homework."

Gu Tunan, who was at the side, couldn't stand it, "Grandpa, little dad hasn't had a good rest for the past two days, he needs to rest now."

Admiral Gu thoughtfully said, "Xiao Li, it's fine for you to make any pot of congee you want, just make Gu Mian one person's portion."

Li Songyun stood in place, silent for a long time, he suddenly laughed softly and said, "Good."

"Then I'll do it again for Gu Mian."